Da Nang Cathedral, built for French residents in 1923 and today
serves approximately 4,000 Catholics in the city, Da Nang, Vietnam,
December 2008, photo © 2008-2009 by ybonesy. All rights reserved.
I went yesterday to get an adjustment after the holidays, and I heard Dr. L tell someone that patients help heal one another. That in the treatment room, which contained up to four of us lying on massage tables a couple of feet apart from one another, there was a sort of collective healing energy flowing from one person to the next.
Dr. L, the chiropractor, was saying this—or words to the effect—to a woman who had just left the treatment room. His words penetrated the altered state I tend to slip into the moment I settle face down on the table. I thought of the patient to my left, wondered if, like me, she was channelling all her energy into healing herself. I thought about how energy moved, uncontained, from this thing to that thing. How we were all connected whether we liked it or not.
It’s a fascinating concept, the notion of collective consciousness. I remember during both the 2004 and 2008 presidential elections receiving viral emails suggesting we all pray for our candidate to win. The idea was that our collective power could and would make a difference in the outcome.
That then reminded me of the Catholic ritual of praying the rosary whenever someone dies. How the prayers of the survivors, chanted in unison at a rosary mass, help send the deceased person’s soul to Heaven.
And so this morning when I read a New York Times article about a group of a hundred or so parishioners outside of Boston, Massachusetts, who had held vigil inside an empty Catholic Church 24/7 for over four years, I was struck by the theme of collective spirit. Collective intent. Which really translates into Faith.
In fact, that was the title of the article: “In Quiet Rebellion, Parishioners Keep Faith.” In October 2004, the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Boston decided to close and sell dozens of churches in the area as a result of a shortage of priests, parishioners, and money. (The latter was exacerbated by a multimillion dollar settlement to victims of sexual abuse.) Parishioners at five of the churches slated for closure rebelled, setting up constant vigil in their empty churches.
The fact that parishioners from St. Frances Xavier Cabrini Church were able to set up vigil is itself a testament to faith. The archdiocese changed the locks in 2004 but unintentionally left a fire door open. Since then parishioners not only keep vigil in shifts around the clock; they also conduct mass, hold rosary sessions, raise money, donate to charities, and open the church to people in need.
In the course of four years of maintaining a vigil church, this collection of parishioners has undergone a transformation. They talk of new opportunity, of the potential for lay people to be more involved in the Catholic Church, to play an active role and help offset the shortage of priests.
I cannot go back to the priest and the vestments and that, I always felt, prince-of-the-church approach. I’ll always be Catholic, but I may not be able to worship in the mainstream Catholic Church.
~Mary Dean, 61, St. Frances parishioner
The big question is, Can the hierarchy of the Catholic Church undergo its own transformation? Can the archbishop find a thread of faith inside the vigil churches that might provide answers to the problems that beleaguer the Church?
If spiritual health is one of the main pillars of a healthy human being, is there not goodness in collective healing, in people healing themselves and one another?
Da Nang from afar, view from my room (Da Nang Cathedral in the distance), December 2008, photo © 2008-2009 by ybonesy. All rights reserved.
Postscript: I started this post wanting to talk about the power of churches from a purely structural standpoint. How is it that a physical building could have such pull on individuals?
I spend hours out of any trip I take to somewhere new seeking out cathedrals, temples, and other sacred places. But what I’ve come to believe is, these places are only as sacred as the faith that sustains them. People make the place. They embue the walls and ceilings with spirituality. The NYT article I came across today hit home that point.
Above is the view from my hotel window in Da Nang, which I visited last month on a trip to Vietnam. I could see a pink steeple in the distance my first morning, and late that afternoon I went in search of the church. It was a Saturday, and there was a mass in progress—a huge funeral, it appeared, with parishioners spilling out into the entryway. I kept a respectful distance.
I think of the many faithful who have lost their places of worship. These are the places we go to be born, to live, to die, and to be born again. To lose one’s church is a profound thing.
ybonesy, I had to read this piece a couple of times and each time different thoughts came up. I’m a firm believer in collective consciousness, just as I am the collective unconscious. And I believe that collective consciousness is what causes paradigm shifts that happen over years, sometimes decades.
The collective consciousness is also, for me, the way prayer chains work, when people say they are on a prayer list or are sending good healing energy to someone, I believe the collective consciousness is at work, but with a stronger intention than it is when in random situations such as your doctor’s office. When you add that awareness, and strong positive intention, miracles happen.
This is a thought-provoking piece. The people of faith who are keeping vigil in the church and have for the last 4 years, that’s a true commitment to their faith. I was thinking about the structures of different churches when I was watching Atonement last weekend. Part of the movie is set during WW II when many churches were bombed and left as hollow shells. That’s got to really jar a person, to have a place she/he considers spiritually safe, bombed out to almost nothing.
I have the same feeling when I think of the bombing of hospitals and schools in the densely populated Gaza Strip and it makes me think the powers that be have gone mad over there. In my mind, there’s really no excuse for such behavior. Are the people there safe in their places of worship? I am doubtful.
In this country, it is sad that churches are having to close. Two summers ago on one of my trips to Georgia, I went with Mom and Daddy to St. James Methodist in downtown Augusta. If I remember correctly, it’s over a century old. Many of my relatives went to church there pretty far back in time. Mom and I felt instantly connected the moment we stepped into the sanctuary. And there was a plaque in the back entry of the church with my grandfather’s name on it honoring his service in WW II.
So, at least for our parents’ generations, and those that came before, your last lines ring true — These are the places we go to be born, to live, to die, and to be born again. To lose one’s church is a profound thing.
We were lucky enough to have someone be there that day at St. James and show us around. She talked about how the church was struggling to stay alive and much of the congregation, once on the wealthier side, is now elderly and many are poor. The demographics of downtown Augusta have changed over time; she had grown up, moved away, and come back to do service to keep the church alive.
Your piece brings to the forefront how churches all over this country must be struggling to keep the doors open. It does make one wonder — are people going to church, temple, and other places of worship, less and less? Or simply not giving or not able to give as much as they once did, tithing to keep these sacred places going.
ybonesy, did you got to church regularly growing up? You many have mentioned that at some point, but I don’t remember.
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ybonesy, I am a big believer in collective healing energy & it was because of that energy that I experienced during J’s illness this past summer. I often think about his remarkable recovery & know that it was in part because of all the good energy & prayers that we received. I think QM will attest to that. The energy was even shared with others who also had a family member in the ICU. We became close to so many & shared the progress & good hopes with all. I regret that I did not get there addresses, though.
The story of the parishioners in Boston is amazing! Although I do not attend any church services, I do come from a family that is very spiritual. My Mother still attends church on a regular basis. My Dad did until 2004, when on the Sunday before the 2004 election, the pastor reminded the congregration to vote on Tuesday & if they voted Democrat, they were sinners. That was it. He never went back & won’t.
Oh, not only is this post wonderful, so are the photos! D
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Oh wow….this post brings me close to tears.
Because losing one’s “church”….is a profound and lifealtering thing.
So is losing one’s religion, as I have.
I am – symbollically – one of those that still goes to a familiar place (within) to keep vigil. As with the lady you quoted, I cannot worship anymore with mainstream Christians.
My own journey has been liberating and yet I find myself spiritually lonely. There IS no going back, once you ‘know’ a thing – you can’t ‘unknow’ it. And I find myself wanting the connection with Jesus I had, but not sure how to integrate all that I’ve learned and unlearned in the last 7 years.
I think your post, ybonesy, (one of the very best I’ve read) is an amazing snapshot of the Collective reality right now. Those of us that seek a viable spiritual life and connection are no longer satisfied – and no longer willing to accept – old, outdated, manmade religious containers in which to do so.
…..I suddenly wish I could find a group of like minded individuals, in my own town, who may be keeping such a vigil in some House.
But then….We ARE the church.
(Someone much smarter than me once said that…)
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After reading Grace’s comments, I wanted to add more to mine. Like Grace, I also cannot worship with mainstream Christians. It does make me wish I could. But some bad experiences long ago left me unable to do so. I became untrusting. I know I spoke of the events leading up to this on a past post & it is painful to recount that experience. I tried to no avail to find a church I felt comfortable with. That was when I first moved to this area in 1979.
My youngest brother & his wife did quite a bit of searching for the same. They still live near my hometown & have 3 children. They found their place of worship. They are very committed members & have met many friends there. I am very proud of them for providing an excellent community and good family values for their family. I attended a service with them once on a visit back home. I felt so serene in the church they attend & if I still lived in that area, I know I would attend on a regular basis. D
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yb — It is a beautiful image and a powerful post. I belonged to a Congregational Church for 25 years here in Cheyenne, but when a new “fundamentalist” minister was hired, I had to move on. The sermons he would preach did not meet with my understanding of Congregationalism. It was sad for my family, that I would leave our “home” church, even though I was the only one who attended regularly. I did not lose the building, but I lost my community of faith.
I later joined the Unitarian Universalist Church. People are fond of saying that we are the church “that doesn’t believe in anything,” but, that’s not true. We UU’s honor and value all faith and wisdom traditions and our Sunday Schools offer education in many, in order to encourage and nourish an individual’s spiritual growth and understanding. This means that we have Christians, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists, humanists and atheists all worshipping together. It is a rich diversity.
Many people who come to the UU Church are those who value a community of faith, but for some reason have been wounded by, or stopped believing in, the dogma of the faith that they were raised with. I deeply appreciate the tolerance and respect that is fundamental to the UU faith and believe that, for there to be peace on this earth, all religions will need to practice more tolerance and respect for each other.
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I am so thankful for breathepeace’s info on the UU faith. I acually had thought of myself of an agnotstic. But, I have been looking into the UU community for some time now, but am unable to find one in our area. I’ll look into it again, as I feel that probably is where I belong. Thanks breathepeace! I am a big believer in peace on earth & the need all religions will need to practice more tolerance and respect for each other. D
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Thanks, diddy.
Check out http://www.uua.org. They have a tool to help locate a church in your area. Best wishes.
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Hi QM, diddy, Grace, breathepeace. Thank you all so much for your thoughts on the themes in this post. I know it’s kind of a heavy topic, or can be, and so I appreciate you reading through the whole thing and giving back with your own experiences and ideas.
I must say, I have been so swamped today and tomorrow, and my time seems to be so consumed by work and family, and so it’s been hard for me to get back here. In fact, we’re heading out in a bit, but I just wanted you to know that I’m grateful for the comments. I hope to be back tomorrow to address some of what you each have brought up.
Quickly, though, breathepeace, I am intrigued by the UU faith and approach to Church. One of the bloggers on our blogroll is a UU minister, and I’ve kind of wondered what it all meant. I had picked up a general sense that it very inclusive and very community oriented. But other than that, I really didn’t know much. So it’s good to hear your perspective. That might also be a congregation or approach, for lack of a better term, that I’d be interested in.
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breathepeace, thanks for the link. I actually found one about 14 miles from my home. I found one slightly closer than than that, but the website didn’t provide much info. I will certainly check into it as I somehow have this feeling that that is where I belong. I believe in the ideals of the UU. Have been hashing it around for about a year now, after much research. I like the the idea of many religions coming together with the same idea of world peace. Much appreciation for re-igniting that flame! Bless you! D
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QM, just coming back to respond to your question about going to church regularly as a kid. Yes, I did attend a parish in our neighborhood. For most of the time, Father Cassidy (a big, ruddy faced Irishman) was the priest, and he was a nice man, although you could often smell booze on his breath.
My dad gave me the option at age 17 of electing to go or not myself. I decided to stop going to church at that point.
When I was 35, I had a new baby and was at the point of being a non-practicing Catholic for more years than I’d been a practicing one. Those two factors (new baby, and losing my religion) caused me for a short time to attend the local Catholic church in my community. However, I just didn’t much like the priest. I felt he was old and out of touch.
I generally love the liturgy and traditions of Catholicism. I have a hard time politically with the Vatican. It’s hard for me to believe that celibate men who have never been married could have a deep understanding of the concerns and strife that confront me, a married woman with children. Yes, we are all humans, and it’s not that I reject them outright. But I do wish the Catholic Church could evolve. They are seeing shortages of men going into Seminary everywhere, not just in Boston, and I wonder what the future will hold if they continue to lose leadership at the parish level.
Also, I was much more connected to the Catholic Church in the 1970s and early 1980s, when there was much more of a tradition of Liberation Theology versus the much more conservative politics the Vatican has adopted since then.
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I really enjoyed these posts even though it was a bit after the original posts.
There is a spiritual side of me that never dulls. It helps refuel me, and keeps me centered. It can happen at the beach, watching the surf and just listening to the rhythm. It can occur in something beautiful like nature or a painting. It is in the traditions. I have an appreciation of the architecture of Church buildings and it is hard to separate out the building from the spiritual, somehow they are intertwined.
I think the church is filled with seekers, all human and it shows the human frailties, flaws, and those incredible moments of grace. So i don’t think it matters which church, or IF church, but rather the practice of thinking, feeling, and being part of God’s Community- inside a building or not.
The issue is how to stay connected to God in spite of the human flaws, the daily rush of life, and the incredible pressure to not be spiritual. And the measure of success is the attempt to stay connected, the search itself, because the final goal is fleeting. Feeling spiritual and connected, solid with God’s force is not a once and done.
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recoss62, You know that I love you. You are so down to earth & your comment is a very strong one indeed. Ialso wanted again to thank you & another family member for what you did for J & myself yesterday. Bless you both. It was a very cold day for the outside work you did. You’ve both always been there for us & it is much appreciated.
I am still planning on attending the UU church. If you would like to attend with me, even once, let me know. Their services begin at 10:30 am, perfect for me on a Sunday morning & dress appears to be quite casual. D
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reccos, that was beautifully put. I was going to extract some pieces of your comment to highlight the lines that moved me, but when I re-read it I realized the whole comment was absolutely perfect.
diddy, looking forward to hearing whether you’ll find connection with the UU church. Please do let me know.
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Will let you know. I just got off the phone with my best friend & she is willing to attend with me! D
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How strange, only 20 minutes ago I was talking to a friend about a strange experience I had, where I felt energy move from the person next to me, into me, through me, then fall away. I absolutely believe in this concept.
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